How do i deal with this? will pick best awnser!?

I hope you can understand this .... since you're obviously a little blinded by this guy... for whatever reason that he's going out with you, it obviously isn't because he likes you. you went out of your way to try and hang out with him because you want to be with him and you've missed him.... that's what you do when you care about a person.. and obviously... you're not on top of his list.. i know a lot of women who get caught in bad relationships because the guy can beg his way to forgiveness pretty good.. learn to live for yourself... and if a man should come a long and truly cares about you, then that's just a bonus.